Time to dig out my Christmas playlist and have it keep playing in my car. It’s December already! I will always own that ‘how time flies’ expression with me.
Feels weird that I’m no longer feel the excitement and trill on the arrival of Christmas. No more overloaded enthusiasm to go Christmas shopping nor hopping from mall to more malls for the splendid Christmas decoration that was put up. Is this all about growing up that you got ‘immune’, even from your favorite things? haha, maybe it is. :p
Recap of the year 2013. It’s very much a different year for me. (well, every year is a different year..) But I guess this year I had went through a lot of emotional roller-coaster. It’s not some pretty moments, still I’m glad I had grow throughout the event. Able to step up back stronger, and knowing myself better. I really couldn’t ask for more, especially with the caring support I had from my lovely ‘guardians’.
What I learnt is, it’s never wrong to feel vulnerable. Nobody is perfect and able to be tough all the time. There’re times you may just crumbles and fall down badly. We can’t only accept the goodness in us, but also the less pleasant moments we had. The key is not letting yourself to sulk any longer. Try to break out of the routine and make a change just because you want to be happy again.
There’s always two sides of coins on each occasion. You lose some, you gain some. But I believe I have gain greater gifts out from that roller-coaster ride. I couldn’t be more thankful for it. :)